Here's something I've started doing lately - watering down my soda with san pelligrino. I've actually started developing a taste for watery orange soda. Seriously, unwatered down orange soda is much too strong!
I'm turning 33 on Thursday and this bums me out. Because I'm running out of time to get healthy. I spent most of my 20's fat. I don't want to spend my 30's fat, too. So I'm more motivated than ever to lose the 60 pounds I have remaining to lose. I want to get them off by my 34th birthday. Except I might get pregnant this year, so I might not be able to make that. Sigh. By 35. Down to about 170 by age 35. That, I can do. That way I can spend only half of my 30's fat and/or pregnant.
And who knows...maybe getting pregnant will motivate me even more. If I know that the little being inside of me is eating everything I'm eating, I'm not going to give it a ton of bad food. I might wind up getting healthier while pregnant.
I was 231 this morning. I can't wait to get back down to 220, which is what I weighed when I lived in NYC. Then I can get out my NYC clothes. Which will hold me over till I get down to 200 or so, and after that I just will need to buy more clothes, because I don't still have any from that far back.
Anyway, it's nice to daydream about clothes. I prefer reading vogue and daydreaming about wonderful clothing to eating chocolate. Must remember that when I want a chocolate chip cookie.
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